• 20th October
    2014
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Light-Dark Blue

The man who sat in front of me in the last Saturday night. Yes, this post belongs to you.

I love how you look at me, how you stare at me with your shady look.
I love how every single words that came from your lips seem so beautiful.
I love how you hold your phone and play on it over and over again.
I love your smile, and also your laughter.
I love how you share your plans about your future.
I don’t know I just love every single thing that you do. I know, I do.

I remember things better with you. I look at you, lying in your arms, and I know, I’m home.

  • 19th October
    2014
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mereka & aku

Mereka bilang jangan pernah merasa iri atau dengki ataupun cemburu karena pengorbanan yang kamu lakukan lebih besar dari pengorbanan dia.
Mereka bilang pengorbanan lebih yang kamu lakukan memberikan dampak yang lebih baik terhadap dirimu.
Mereka bilang akan ada waktu yang tepat suatu saat nanti untuk segala penantianmu.
Mereka bilang bersabarlah, sabar itu tidak ada batasnya.
Mereka bilang kamu pantas mendapat yang terbaik.
Mereka bilang kamu pantas bersama dengan orang yang sungguh-sungguh padamu.
Mereka bilang begitu..

Aku bertanya bagaimana agar aku tidak cemburu walaupun katamu pengorbananku lebih besar daripada pengorbanannya?
Aku bertanya dampak yang lebih baik yang bagaimanakah yang akan kudapatkan untuk diriku?
Aku bertanya kapan waktu yang tepat untuk segala penantianku?
Aku bertanya sampai kapan aku harus bersabar walaupun katamu sabar itu tidak ada batasnya?
Aku bertanya yang terbaik seperti apakah yang pantas kudapatkan?
Aku bertanya sesungguh apakah orang yang pantas bersamaku?
Aku bertanya begitu..

  • 15th October
    2014
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Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,
you make the future less scary.
I want to learn everything about you, even it takes me the rest of my life.
I would like to formally reserve the right to have a bad day every now and then.

Dear future husband,
I hope that you’re on your journey to be a successful person.
I hope that you try your best to be with me, and so do I.

Dear future husband,
I am praying for you and our future.


With love,
your future wife

  • 30th August
    2014
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    2014
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  • 30th August
    2014
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Dear You,

It will always be you that brings fireworks into my life, not just on the 1st of January but every day before and after. I adore you, whether we are together or not. Maybe stronger because I am more determined than ever that we belong together. Now if I could only get you to believe it too and to stop being so afraid. I will never hurt you, I will never leave you. I have seen both the best and the worst of you. I want to go back to where we were. I want to be even better than that. You know it’s right, that’s why even though we have been broken up, we still find our way back to each other every time we see one another. We can’t stay away. I see your love for me in your eyes, in your smile and my love for you is reflected back at you every time I look at you. You know, that I can’t lose you.
How could I ever leave you, simply to spare myself the possibility of an impending heartbreak? I should rather take my hand and twine it with yours, rest my head against your chest and hear the thump-thump, thump-thump of your steady and reassuring heartbeat. I have yet to discover all the things that make you smile, that make you laugh. I have yet to discover the things which upset you, and the things that soothe you. I have yet to discover you. Even should I live to be a thousand years, I do not think I would ever know the full truth of everything you are. And how can I leave you before I know that answer? I can’t.


Your Little Girl.

  • 8th August
    2014
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  • 8th August
    2014
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  • 8th August
    2014
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  • 8th August
    2014
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